I hated the few days leading up to my last birthday because I was riddled with so much anxiety and birthday depression that I ended up gaslighting myself that there was nothing worth celebrating. I kept asking myself, "What have you achieved? Why are you happy?" and convinced myself that it was just another day. The fear gripped me so much that I cried for hours, and I am not a crybaby.
My 21st chapter begins today
My 21st chapter begins today
My 21st chapter begins today
I hated the few days leading up to my last birthday because I was riddled with so much anxiety and birthday depression that I ended up gaslighting myself that there was nothing worth celebrating. I kept asking myself, "What have you achieved? Why are you happy?" and convinced myself that it was just another day. The fear gripped me so much that I cried for hours, and I am not a crybaby.